Nineteen & Fate

Posted: July 20th, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Alchemy, David Myatt, Drecc, Dreccian, Generation Three, Iteration Three, National Socialism, Next Generation, Nihilism, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, Phase Three, Satanic Polemics, Sinister Japes, The Sinister Dialectic, The Sinister Game, The Sinister Tradition, The Sinisterly Numinous Tradition, Third Iteration | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Nineteen & Fate

.:.I have a small habit to my character that is similar to what some serial killers have: I re-visit places of the past, connected to memories, and I linger there in those places of the past, in silence, to relive those past moments. I went to go re-visit a place in cyberspace that is associated with past memories: Darkness Converges.

It was a blog owned by a 352er nymmed “Sinistar666.” He was a police officer from New York. We had good times back then. I wish he was around to see what has become of everything. Time erodes everything away, doesn’t it? Friendships and loved ones become washed away by the tides of Time. Sinistar used to love being ONA. There was a funny event that took place very long ago at our private WSA forum involving Sinistar.

Back in 2007, we had our own cheap forum. Back then, what we did was search the internet for any ONA stuff we could find and we’d post them in our forum. And then, under the pen name “Caligula,” me and whoever else who wanted to, would write new essays where we would update all those old ONA articles by Anton Long. At the time, ONA was so dormant that it was as good as dead in cyberspace. And so me and my WSA friends could not ask ONA for permission to collect their essays and update them for our generation and time. And so it felt like as if we were stealing ONA stuff and using them, and updating them without permission.

In our forum there was a map app that showed a map of the world, and when somebody came to our forum, a dot showed up on that map to tell us where in the world that person was from. We had a “look-out” named Frank352 who watched that map for every dot. Frank352 was a older man from Malta who really liked underaged girls. One day Frank saw a dot on the map from England and he told us about it. Sinistar got paranoid and said: “Shit, what if it’s Anton Long? We stole his ONA!” Hearing him say that got me scared. And so I ordered that we shut down the forum for a week and not be active.

After about a week, Sinistar, over at MySatan [once the largest social network for Satanists] admitted to me saying: “I haven’t had good sleep in a week. I’ve been sleeping with my gun and a sword because I keep thinking one of those ONA people will find me and opfer me for stealing Anton Long’s shit.” I laughed hard for a few days.

I started writing Satanic essays when I was in my late teens. I had met a cool older Satanist guy on MySpace, who wrote essays inside of a Yahoo email account, and he would share his essays with anybody who wanted to read them by giving them the password to that Yahoo email. I thought that was a great idea, and I copied him and began writing these dumb wanna-be essays in a Yahoo account. When I discovered forums, I used those forums as a writing platform to write and share my essays.

And so, in about 2008, with our collective 352 penname “Caligula,” I wrote an essay called “Nineteen,” which Saturnyan352 made into Chapter 31 of Opus Vrilis, and Sinistar posted at Darkness Converges. I’ll reproduce that essay here, with all of the original spelling mistakes [I was very younger back then, and I dropped out of high school]:

[Begin Nineteen]

Nineteen is the essence of our primal Satanism. It is the 10 proclamations plus the 9 Fundamentals of our progressive Satanism. Nineteen is the last Enochian Key which explains the nature and reality of physical existence in its truest existential form – the law of thrift, and of the jungle. The Nineteenth Key sets forth the primal doctrine of Might Is Right and the Darwinian Struggle. It describes the inequality of living creatures and reveals the law of survival of the most fit:

“The Earth, let her be governed by her parts; and let there be divisions in her; the glory of her may be always drunken and vexed in itself. Her course, let it run with the fulfillment of lust; and as an handmaiden, let her serve them. One season, let it confound another; and let there be no creature upon or within her the same. All her numbers, let them differ in their qualities; and let there be no one creature equal with another. The reasonable creatures of the earth, and Man, let them vex and weed out one another; and their dwelling places, let them forget their names.” – 19th Enochian Key.

Within our Acception, 19, is the symbol of Primal Nature and the universal law of Nature, expressed through all of Her arts and parts. The strong survives to live another day to establish mastership over the weak; but the collective of the Mighty, without limitation of ethical concepts of right and wrong, shall rise to dominate even the masters themselves, who have not learned the valuable lesson from the noble and mighty Ant: Coherency equals Supremecy over the Jungle. Those of us who can understand the meaning and mystery of 19, who can live according to its dictates, shall eventually rise to Supremecy above the bovine Urbanites.

The power of 19, mixed with coherency and organization gives birth to Eternal Empires. The unlimited ruthlessness of Genghis Khan, the Might of Alexander the Great, the Greatness of George Washinton and his Rebels gave them the ultimate prize of this lawless game of life: Power, Dominion, Empire, and Immortality. These men are our Brothers and teachers. These men, who knew the gift that the Law of 19 bestows unto those who understand its mysteries, and fulfills its promise.

The key to power and supremecy isn’t “Do unto others, as they do unto you,” it is: Do unto others BEFORE they do unto you.

Our reason d’etre isn’t to teach the curious seeker softcore mind games of philosophy, theory, or magic, they may go else where for this, or study this on their own time. Our meaning and purpose here in the Acception is to coagulate, amalgamate, organize, and cohesify our individual members into a coherent organism to struggle as a single collective force to express and manifest the mystery of the Law of 19 to achieve power and supremecy, and hardcore results in the real world for us, and our future progeny alone at the total cost and expense of all others who do not belong to our Acception. – (Opus Vrilis, Chapter 31)

THE TEN PROCLAMATIONS OF 352

1) I Proclaim that I am the center of my own universe; I exalt myself as my own personal Deity, in progression to Godhood.

2) I Proclaim that I am a unique manifestation of ubiquitous Supernal Light in physical expression; which also manifests itself as everything and everyone around me.

3) I Proclaim that I am a being in the state of evolution, that I cannot stand still or I shall die, but rather I must Progress, and whatever gods, magic, religions, and tools I can use towards this end shall only help me evolve into the Ubermensch.

4) I Proclaim the supremacy of mind over matter. That my Will and Intent, fueled with Imagination, Passion and Determination has the power to alter and change my reality accordingly.

5) I Proclaim my belief in the Dark Force of Nature; dark because it has never been brought into the light of understanding; whom I personally identify as Satan.

6) I Proclaim that Nature, in all its manifestations, is the One Great Book of Illumination, written by the hand of Satan as my law and guide to Enlightenment.

7) I Proclaim my belief in the Power and Might of One, in the Brotherhood of Man, the Sisterhood of Woman; the Collective of Our Family, over the segregated mass.

8.) I Proclaim that I am awakened and realize that I am a 90 Percenter, a slave to the 10 Percent who own 90 percent of the wealth; who are my true enemy, who usurped the sovereignty of my ancestors to gain their dominion.

9) I Proclaim my ultimate Freedom and Liberation from this prison and slavery; and will do all in my power to obtain this Freedom and Liberation.

10) I Proclaim the sanctity and ecstasy of Mortal Existence; that the Law of Life is Do What Thou Wilt and nothing more but to Love and be Loved in return.

THE NINE FUNDAMENTALS OF 352

1- The Black Book of Satan, Naos, and other Order of Nine Angles manuscripts written by Anton Long is official text of our People. AS IS Brothers and Bitches. Don’t nobody here give a fuck if Anton Long was David Myatt or if ONA is real or not? The shits got value, and the OG’s of our Tribe incorporated it into our system, and practice it. These books are like road maps. You can beat and thump on it all day and study every minute fucking detail of the map down to the letter; but you still ain’t never gunna compare to the map illiterate person who LIVES inside a ciy, and experiences it directly. I can barely read a map of the city I live in myself, but if you came to my city, I would be able to show you around to places and people that ain’t on the map.

2- Opus Vrilis is one of our People’s Books. The whole fucken thing, from the first chapter to the last, AS FUCKING IS Bitches and Brothers! Now you can argue that Anton LaVey didn’t mean what he said in the Satanic Bible, and interpret it your fucking way, and that might be cool with whatever tribe your associating with cuz the mutherfucker is dead and can’t explain himself. But Caligula is fucking alive. He wrote the fucking shit AS IS. It ain’t the Constitution, and we ain’t Federal Lawyers Family! If your reading this shit and your getting something completely different from the rest of us, then something wrong with your ass! You need to go back to school and learn to read, or you thinking to fucking much and seeing words and letters that aren’t there.

3- The first two Fundamental are themselves only Commentaries of the Great Book of Nature. The Book of Nature isn’t some fuck pile of paper with a black cover. It’s the fucking shit outside your fucking window. It’s the shit outside your piece of shit head. More specifically its the Nature outside the city. Your fucking brain was born and raised in the Urban Illusion. Conditioned to see things from a fucking man-made perspective. That man-made shit isn’t fucking Real. The Real shit is what is left when cities and states are gone. get the fuck out of your heads. overcome your fucking conditioning, and reconnect your asses back with what was, is, and will always be Real.

The rest of what has to be said concerning Our Way is based on our Three Sources, read em and check it:

4- When we say “progression” we don’t mean everybody’s progression. Fuck everybody. We mean each of us 352er has a duty of personal self progression to execute. Think for your fucking self, don’t just “tree hug” a book and stay in one place. Read the shit, take what you need, and fucking MOVE. Grow man. If your Satanism and understandings of the world is the same today as it was last week, then you ain’t Progressive, and something fucking wrong with you! Your ass is gunna get run over by those of us who are moving forward. Forward to what you might ask? To fucking self Liberation and Enlightenment; says Caligula.

5- Liberation from what? From religious and state control and laws man, as stated by Opus Vrilis. What the fuck does that mean? It mean fuck religion, and fuck the state too. It means fuck morals, and also, fuck secular laws. It means if you want to work on the Sabbath, go right fucking ahead and break that law if it liberates your ass. It means if you think jay walking is gunna help liberate your ass then jay walk man. Rape, murder, robbery, go fucking ahead. But if you get caught, you a stupid mutherfucker. If it liberates you, and you can get away with it, by all fucking means do it. If this shit benefits you and feeds your family, do it. Do I we condone violence and or crime? Where the fuck did I said that at? These actions are a fuckin means to an END dipshit. The end being the understanding that like religious laws, state laws are an illusion and a fetter. Its like the little elephant that is raised chained by the leg to a fuckin pole all his damn fucking life. When that elephant grows up, you can tie a weak as string to its leg and it won’t resist or try to break free from its fetter, because it believes in the illusion it was raised within. If you can practice intense day dreaming and or live through other vicariously to “experience” breaking state fetters and it will full fill the same END result for your ass, then do it that way.

6- Enlightenment, like what? It means the fucking answer ain’t in Satanism dumbass. Our Satanism is a practical, pragmatic, applicable tool to actualize Enlightenment. It means put the fucking book down, get the hell out of your house, and go fucking DO SOMETHING for the experience and actively grow your enlightenment. This shit grows like a fuckin fruit on a tree from the experience you collect in life. Direct fucking experience. Face to face. Put your ass in the middle of Nature and Life and LIVE the mutherfucker. Wisdom grows from experience. Knowledge is collected from books. If Enlightenment can be found in a book or religion, than every literate, religious mutherfucker out there should have found it; but guess what, they didn’t. Religion, theology, and politics has never lead anybody to Enlightenment. Not since the history of mankind. Did the Buddha find Enlightenment? Yeah. Was he in a religion or reading a book? No, he was in the fucking forest, in the middle of nature. His followers founded “Buddhism.” Has any of his followers found Enlightenment? Nature, as Opus Vrilis states is our Great Source of Light. The reading of Nature is called Science. Observation, Experimentation, Critical Thinking, Commonsense, and Intuition are all tools needed to read this fucking Great Source which is Nature in all its cosmic and earthly manifestations. Our way is based not on stupid shit like spirits and demons; its based on fucking Science. If what your beliefs contradicts Nature and Science, then you a stupid mutherfucker, and you need to go join a Dungeons and Dragons Coven or something cuz you don’t got the mental capacity to hang with this group. If the descriptor “Primal Naturalism” don’t seem to describe your Satanism, then you can leave.

7- Opus Vrilis says nobody in our system give a shit what you believe. Nobody care about your fucking opinions or convictions. Thats your shit, and you need to keep that shit to yourself, and push it aside. Because opinions and convictions of a religious and political nature doesn’t do shit but divide us and give birth to war. And this ain’t cool with us. Why? Because our Acception was built and designed to be a fucking Tribe or coherent cooperative with a future goal and purpose, and if we all can’t get along in our Acception, we ain’t getting shit done. What the fuck is a belief worth, if it don’t feed you or get shit done? If you ain’t into Tribalism and collective social order, than this shit isn’t for you, nobody asked you to come here. Nobody’s assimilating you, leave! Our shit is a Family, and everybody needs to be of that mentality, or you don’t belong man. We do things as a group. If somebody in the Family hates an outsider, we all hate the mutherfucker. If a brother or sister got an enemy, that enemy is an enemy to all of us. If someone in the family shares an opinion that you don’t agree with – shut the fuck up and don’t be instigating inside fights. Arguing and debating on intangible opinions don’t make fucking money or feed your ass. Stop that shit. Outsiders do that shit. The more divided we are, the easier it is for outsiders to control and conquer us.

8- Profane Satanist in the profane world outside our Acception: Fuck em. Do they feed you? Do they got your back? Will they be there fore you when you need some money to pay your rent? They ain’t any better than any other outsider. Why? Cuz them mutherfucker don’t give a shit about you or your personal family. They are worthless. The only value they have to our Acception is how we can use each of them to our People’s profit and benefit. Its a dog eat dog world man. With us being tight and organized, and the Profane all separated, segregated, individualized, they all easy PREY. Fuck em. It’s the Law of Nature. This is Our Way. If you ain’t down with it, get the fuck out.

9- Whats this shit all about? Its about money. Its about knowing that 90 percent of the wealth is in the hands of 10 percent of the Profane Population. Its about realizing that we all in the same fucking shit hole every other 90 percenter is in. Don’t fucking matter if your black, white, Asian, Mexican, straight, gay, Christian, or Satanists. You will go to their schools, learn their teaching, use their money, get into debt under them, and spend the rest of your fucking life working to house them and feed their children. And when you die for your life long slavery, your children will take your fucking place to slave and serve their children. Its about waking the fuck up to this understanding, banding together and helping each other out of this fucking hell hole thru financial independence by any means necessary. Just us, the rest of them mutherfucken hole-moles can eat shit and die for all we care, or use them.

[End Nineteen]

When I was re-reading that essay, an hour ago, I saw “seed ideas” inside of that essay, which ended up blossoming into fully formed philosophical stuff I end up writing about in Nexion Zine.

That essay Nineteen is a Fateful essay. If I had never written that, none of THIS would have ever happened. The Fateful part was that after that essay had been published in our forum, some fat slob named Magister Blackwood had read it and he talked shit about it!

At first, I didn’t know anybody was talking shit about that essay. One day, one of our 352 brothers nymmed Seti352 said to me [regarding that Nineteen essay and somebody talking shit about it]: “We must be famous… we’re on wordpress!”

I said back to Seti: “What’s wordpress?”

And Seti replied: “Here, have a look,” and he gave me the link.

I clicked on that link, and it took me to wordpress. I had never heard of wordpress before, and had never heard of blogs before. That link Seti gave me took me to an article written by some retard named Magister Blackwood who said that he was the high priest of the Temples of Satan. And in that article this retard talked shit about the 10 Proclamations.

I was offended by what that retard magister had said about the WSA and our 10 Proclamations. But I was more interested in what blogs were, and how I can use blogs as a medium to share my writings! And so, in 2008, I made my own wordpress blog at “onanxs.wordpress.com”. At first, I used that blog [back in 2008; I later deleted everything posted during 2008] to attack this Blackwood guy, in spite, because he talked shit about me. And that started this whole internet fight between Blackwood and our WSA. That internet fight can still be found on google.

Having that blog, and all that fighting, began to get me and the WSA noticed by the remnants of the ONA. And that’s how we eventually met Kris of the Temple of THEM. That huge fight me and the WSA guys had with Blackwood also caught the attention of the Old Guards of ONA: DarkLogos, PointyHat, etc. Eventually, in a comment section of one of our essays at our onanxs wordpress blog, Kris had left a link to a quote. Kris had quoted DarkLogos. That was the biggest mistake Kris ever made and the biggest wyrdful chess move Fate made.

I use to be into popularity contests in high school and on MySpace. And so, I’m sensitive to social order and social structures. When you quote someone, like radar, you reveal your position in a social hierarchy: you don’t quote nobodies below you in social or intellectual rank in a positive way, especially when you imply that such person you quoted has some kind of authority. And so, I thought to myself: “If Kris is the leader of the ONA or the leader of the only ONA group… then whoever this DarkLogos he quoted is, must be superior to him in ONA’s social hierarchy.”

And so, I clicked on that link Kris gave to me. That link took me to a Yahoo Group dedicated to David Myatt. I fatefully requested membership. DarkLogos made me a member of that David Myatt Yahoo group, and made me an admin. And I used my social skills to befriend him, and asked him to help me and our WSA become bona fide ONA.

If I had never written that Nineteen essay, none of this would have ever came to be. Blackwood would have never talked shit about it. I would have never used wordpress. Never had a convenient medium to practice writing. Never gotten into huge fights with Blackwood. Never been noticed by the remnants of ONA. Never been noticed by the Old Guards. Never had the chance to befriend DarkLogos.

It’s interesting to walk back into time and re-read the one Essay that put into motion a developmental process of me writing for 13 years and 6000 pages non-stop. Because of that old, stupid essay, I met the right people at the right time, and gradually developed into a Natural Philosopher, on a Quest, like Anton Long was on a Quest, like David Myatt was on a Peregrination, to understand Mysterium: the Mysteries and Secrets of Nature and the Universe.

Nature, is indeed the Great Book of Illumination. Step by step… it’s as if something guides you in life towards your Destiny/Dharma/Wyrd.

/Chloe


House Guest

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.:.I believe that the universe and everything in it is Phenomenally Fractal in nature. I tried to explain this concept HERE. I use the word “fractal” and the term “Phenomenally Fractal” according to that linked explanation. And so a house and a nation are fractal patterns of each other, phenomenally speaking. Why so? Because both a house [the household] and the nation [its citizens] are in Reality [re: Realism] composed of Human Beings, and with such Human Beings comes Human Nature, Human Interactions, Human Relations, Social Skills [or lack thereof], etc.

The thing about a fractal pattern is that the small Pattern and the big Pattern are the same Pattern. It’s just a difference in magnitude, degree, and scale. And so, if it’s hard to understand the big pattern, you just have to understand the little pattern, and scale your understanding Up several magnitudes.

For example: as far as basic biological/organismic phenomena go, all biological organisms Fractally function in the same way, Fundamentally. And so, we observe or consider a bacterium. The bacterium must metabolize external stuff [eat shit], and it replicates itself to make more of its kind. Those are “phenomenal patterns,” which means that they are Patterns of Observable Phenomena. And such phenomenal patterns Repeat: we humans are one representation of that pattern repeating because in our scale and magnitude – we are huger in size and corporeal density/mass than one bacterium – we also eat shit and replicate. You can learn a lot by considering and studying Natural Phenomena and Fractal Phenomena.

Little Patterns

I have a 48ish year old skinhead friend named Brad [he’s from American Front]. He’s very addicted to meth. He’s been in and out of jails and prisons since he was 14. He’s a violent felon, a very violent one. The type with nothing to lose are often the most violent and deadly. If he’s not in prison: he’s homeless. Unfortunately, as a caring friend [meaning I think about his well-bring and welfare and safety], I believe he is better off in prison, because at least he has a roof over his head, food to eat, and it’s harder for him to get meth. One day, Brad came to me with some good news: he had found a room to live in. He said that an old friend of his named Dave let him stay in a trailer in the old friend’s yard for free! I thought that was awful nice of that old friend to let Brad live there for free! And that was all he told me about that situation. I’m the type of person who doesn’t ask questions or pry into people’s lives: if you don’t tell me shit, I don’t ask or question you. I’ve been acquainted with many Niners for many years, over the past 13 years: and I don’t know anything about any of them, not even their real names. I never ask; out of respect [meaning: I respect your privacy]. If you want me to know shit, you’d tell me.

Well, a year after Brad had lived with Dave, Brad got arrested and went back to prison for a few years. Brad called me from prison and asked me to do him an important favor. He asked me to go to Dave’s house, and make sure all of his computers and valuable belongings were locked inside his trailer, and to keep the keys, and to tell Dave not to let the Others fuck with his shit, or he’ll stab and kill people when he gets out. I gave Brad my Word that I’d do as he asked as soon as I get off the phone with him. I figured that Brad must have roommates or something. I didn’t ask who those Other people were. He didn’t tell me. So I drove myself to Dave’s house, which was/is in West Covina [this was when I lived in Southern Cali].

The house was a dump. There was trash and beer cans everywhere. Bike and car parts everywhere. Most of the bike parts belonged to Brad: he steals bikes and takes them apart and build his own bike out of the parts. He told me so. There were a lot of people there at the house. They all looked like meth addicts and homeless people. I saw a few used needles here and there. I suddenly realized what kind of house my friend Brad was living at: a Dope House, sometimes called a Crack House as well. I began to image and assume that this Dave guy was some OG gang member from the neighborhood. I thought so from the look of the others at that house. The guys told me Dave was inside and to just walk in. I was afraid to walk inside. The inside of the house smelled like urine. There was junk everywhere. Litter mixed with beer cans, beer bottles, clothes. People were sleeping on the sofa. The kitchen looked like nobody had cleaned it in years. Most of the people that live there were Mexicans. There was one black guy, a skinny white girl I recognized named Veronica. Veronica was the local parking lot prostitute who sucked random men off in their cars for $10 so she can by meth and lunch. I found Dave in the back. I was shocked to see what he looked like, and what kind of person he was. Nothing like I had imagined.

Dave was a 60-years-old white guy. He had grey and white hair. He wore a dirty white tee-shirt and shorts. He was chubby and had a big pot belly. His legs looked sickly, or diseased, with sores, and discoloration. He was drinking a beer and smoking marijuana. He kindly offered me a beer. I declined. Dave wasn’t a gang member of any kind. He was the total and absolute opposite. I stayed there, getting to know him. I was curious why he lived in that house and how things got so bad for him. He talked a lot and was opened about his life and situation.

Dave inherited that house from his dead mother. He once lived in that house with his older brother. But his older brother died of liver failure, from drinking too much. Dave had very bad diabetes which were affecting is legs. His legs are mostly numb, and the doctors told him that they will need to amputate them off if their condition doesn’t get better. Dave told me his liver is bad. He told me that he has no family, no children, nothing to live for. And so he is committing slow suicide by drinking himself to death. He doesn’t care anymore. He said he’s going to party until he dies. Dave is gay. His boyfriend, a 60-year-old meth addict, lives with him in the house.

But Dave believes himself to be a Christian. He reads the bible, but feels that he is no longer worthy to go to church. And so, being a Christian, he has compassion. He says he feels sorry – pity – for the homeless kids who are addicted to drugs and wants to help them out by giving them a place to crash [squat] during the night. In exchange for letting them stay in his house during the night, they give Dave and his boyfriend free meth. And during the day time, they all drink, do meth, and “party.” The house has been raided by the police and swat team twice, for all the drug use and drug dealing. Dave was very gentle and soft spoken in demeanor. He was a genuinely nice guy. Too nice for his own good and to his own detriment.

When my friend Brad got out of prison, I told him about the things Dave had told me. Brad says to me: “Dave’s cool, but he lets everybody fucking use him. He’s too nice. He can’t get himself to kick those fucking low lifes out of his fucking house. They trash the fucking place, call their friends over, they eat his shit, don’t clean up after themselves. I told Dave: ‘Dude, either kick them all out, or give me the authority to do it, cuz I will, cuz you’re letting them fucking abuse you man!’ And he gave me the authority to kick people out. So I’ve been kicking everyone out left and right, but they keep fucking coming back! He’s got no fucking backbone. It’s his fucking house!”

Conversely: when I was little, my big mom [auntie who adopted me] and my uncle-dad [her husband], owned a donut shop called Spudnuts. Spudnuts was a franchise owned by a Chinese-Khmer guy we call “Mr. Chiang.” My family and Mr. Chiang were friends. Mr. Chiang gave my aunt mom a donut store to have. At one time Mr. Chiang was a multimillionaire, getting rich from the franchise. Today – like so many Chinese-Khmer of his mercantile breed – Mr. Chiang has lost all his money, lost his wife and kids, his home, everything, due to gambling. He works in a casino now to pay his depts.

It’s a simple Game, so the Buddha tells us. The gods place your life’s desires in front of you, and says to you: “Everything you desire in your heart, has been placed before you. You have but to remain supremely focused and reach for it. BUT! We will allow the demon Mara to entice you with vices and distractions. If you fall victim to Mara: you lose everything.” It seems like a simple Game, but most people lose themselves in Mara.

Which is the old meaning of the tarot’s devil Card: the chains around the man and woman are loose. The man and woman can take them off at any time. But they can’t. They are addicted, crave [Tanha in Buddhism], attached to their distractions, addictions, vices, greeds, Loba. Thus, theirs is a self-imposed enslavement/engrossment. Such was the case of Mr. Chiang.

So, back when I was little, we had a donut shop. And we had a baker named Francisco. Francisco was a very light skinned Hispanic man, about 30 at the time. He spoke no English. He literally knew only a handful of words. I understand simple Spanish, and so I understood Francisco most of the time. Francisco was an illegal alien. He had come into America only a few years [at that time]. He was a new-comer, and had no family out here. Using hand gestures, very broken English, and with the regular customers as translators, Francisco told my big mom that in Mexico he used to bake donuts and pastries, and that he would like a job. And so my big mom gave him a job. That’s how our family met Francisco. He baked very good and fast.

After a few month of working for us, my uncle-dad had asked Francisco where he lived. We learned that Francisco was homeless and that he used what money we payed him to get motel rooms and buy food, and whatever money he had left over, he sent back to his parents back in Mexico who were too old to work, plus the little town they came from had no work. Francisco was in Nature and Ethos a descent person; an honourable and Loyal person. My uncle-dad and big mom felt sorry for Francisco. We had an extra room at our house. It was the secondary garage. Asians with big families have this odd habit of liking to convert their garages into spare bedrooms for their relatives. This is what it’s typically like when an Asian family is house shopping: Me: “Ooh, auntie, I found a nice house in your price range! It’s got 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms!” Auntie: “How many garage units does that house have?” Me: “Two.” Auntie: “That’s two extra rooms you know. We can fit your youngest uncle’s whole family in that house with us!”

And so, my uncle-dad and big mom talked to each other, and decided to let Francisco live with us, in that spare room. It was an insulated converted room. So it was comfortable to stay in. The garage door was always opened so Francisco can watch TV in the living room. And the kitchen was his to use to cook his Mexican food. If we had dinner, we’d call him to the dinner table to eat with us. When he made his food, he shared it with me and the others.

Francisco didn’t speak English, and so what conversations he had with my family was sparse and broken. But he tried to learn English and a few Khmer and Thai words. He was always respectful in how he talked and in how he carried himself around my family members who were older than him. And he gave my uncle-dad and big mom special gentle and friendly treatment. If there was anything they needed, Francisco would go do it. My uncle-dad and big mom only charged him $100 a month for the room, so he can have money to send to his elderly parents. He never caused any problems. He treated me and cousin-siblings kindly, like as if he were a big brother. If my grandma came to visit, or one of our elders came, Francisco learned to clasp his hands together to greet them, like we do, and he would respectfully and quietly, with head bowed, dismiss himself into his room.

But nobody is perfect. Francisco had a small problem: every Saturday and Sunday he was never home. During the weekend, he went out with his friends to drink and dance all night. And he spent all of his money he made in those two days. There were times when Francisco had to borrow money from my uncle-dad. It became a problem of Metta [Buddhism for Fellowship and Compassion or the Love and Affection Between Friends]. The problem was that Francisco was in this country to work in order to save money so he can send back to his parents, but he partied all weekend and spent all his whole paycheck. Rather than kick him out, my big mom – via a translator – made a deal with Francisco. She told him: “Instead of giving you your whole paycheck, what I will do is take out $100 from it for your rent, I will give you some spending money. And the rest of your paycheck, I will place inside a savings account for you, which you will not have access to. Every two months we will take that money out and I will watch you send that money to your parents. I am speaking to you as an older sister to a younger brother because I care.”

And so Francisco agreed to the deal and idea, and allowed my big mom to handle his money, and he treated my big mom as his own older sister. Francisco lived with us for a few years, until he found himself a wife, and they moved out together. When he got married and moved out, he was still our baker. And instead of my big mom taking care of his money, his wife did.

Big Patterns

And so, in the first example case, you have a caring, compassionate Christian man, who had a house, and out of pity, he allowed people to live in his house. And those people took over the house, they called their friends over, and they controlled the house, and Dave had no power or gut/heart to kick them all out. Dave’s home situation was fucked up. Dave was very Liberal. He was too nice, for his own good, and to his own detriment.

In the second example case, a house is owned by an Asian family [mine]. That Asian family has supremacy and hegemony in that house. It’s our house, we bought it. But we had an extra room, and we did not mind sharing that room with a non-family member, in fact we wanted to share it. And so a Mexican guy moved into the Asian House. That Mexican guy is not a family member. Not a share or stake holder in that House. Did not build that house. Did not help pay for that house. Therefore that Mexican guy is not an Equal, not a Peer to/of that Asian Family. The House is diverse in Ethnicities and Culture, but there is no such thing as equality in that house. The Mexican guy has no say or power in how the house is administered, he has not say or power in how the children should be raised, and so on. The official culture in the House was still Asian. The official language of the House was still Khmer and English. Nothing about the House was changed to accommodate the Mexican guy’s culture or language. Francisco was just a House Guest. The Asian Family desired for him to stay with them, and the Mexican guy was honourable and respectful, and Loyal to the owners of the House. Lastly the Owner to Guest Ratio was proper: the Asian Family was the Majority, and the Mexican guy, being one person was a small and manageable population.

In the bigger pattern of Nation-States, the West is today dominated by Daves. Leftists are not evil or bad people, if I may say so sans the political rhetoric. They are nice people. A little too nice for their own good, and to their own detriment. They let in all of these people. These other races, for an initial good and kind reason. It’s nice to give a shit about millions of people in other countries who are being killed by their own government, whose country is torn by civil war, and so on. But like Dave, Leftists let in way to may people and other ethnicities, who then call and bring their family and friends. And they come here and trash the country, and slowly turn the country into a third world nation. And like Dave, the Leftists find it very hard to kick such people out.

Conversely, you have the case of a country like Japan. Sure there are White people living in Japan, for decades even. But those White people are House Guests. Those White people are not equal to the race or ethnicity who Founded and Created the civilization and country of Japan. It’s not their fucking country. They have no say in how Japan should be run, in whether or not Japanese women can or can’t get abortions, on how the Japanese military should conduct itself, on how the Japanese economy should work, on how Japanese culture and traditions and religions should be canceled to make things equal so the White people feel better. They are guests, respectful guests, legally there, maybe even citizens, but Japan is not their Blood and Soil. And lastly, the White people in Japan are very small in populational number.

The way that my family see things, and the way that I was raised by them: we understand that America is not our country. White people made America. And so, from our perspective: it’s not our country. Therefore, we are House Guests. And as House Guests there is a right and proper way to act and behave, and a right and proper way to treat and interact with the Founding Race: with respect and with what we in Khmer call “Goun/Khoun” which means “Sacred Debt.”

Goun is hard to explain to a modern Westerner. When your mother gave birth to you: you owe her something big and special, because she gave you life. Thus, you are in her debt, and must pay that debt by taking care of her when she is old and elderly. That’s Goun. Goun also means that you understand a person has done you a favor, and so therefore, you are bound by Honour to return that favor when you are called upon: Mafia ethics. Goun also means that if or when you need a job to pay your bills and a person hires you: you “have Goun” for that person. Therefore you owe him not only your respect, but a debt or a favor in return. And so, out of respect for that person giving you a job which pays your house and feeds your family: you work hard and proper as an employee.

Goun also means, to place yourself Beneath another person. In English we say that we are “Under your debt.” Suggesting and implying that you are beneath or below or inferior or subordinate to the person who was kind enough to help you, feed you, clothe you, shelter you, took you in, and so on. And that the person you owe a debt to is above you. In other words, it’s also called Humbleness and Humility, which is the opposite of Hubris in practice. As my Grandmother says about White people and being in America: “We have Goun for them because they took us in, let us live her in peace, they nurtured us, and so in return for what they have done for us, we should not harm their people/race or cause their country to go bad [she means to be fucked up]. Because America is not our house. We are only guests.”

In ancient times, diversity existed, but under different conditions. One condition was that the ancient world was mostly monarchal in model. This basically means that when you are an ethnic group who has lost your home nation to drought or famine or whatever, and you migrate to a new land, you asked the king of that land for safe passage and for a place for your people to stay. And the king would say something like: “I will give your people that field there which you may till, but you will pay me taxes and a portion of what you grow, and when I have a war, you will give me your sons as soldiers.” And that was your debt you owed the king. Being a monarchy also means that as a people living as guests in a foreign kingdom: you obviously have no say or power in how that kingdom should be run and administered! And your people, being guests, are a small minority compared to the hegemonic race who adopted you or allowed you to live amongst them.

Being a minority back then is a good and necessary thing. It teaches you your place and allotment in life: you/we as a minority people are in total dependence upon the compassion of the king and his government and people. Your freedom and lives depends on the king and his government giving such things to you and your people. If you fuck shit up, that freedom and your life can be taken away. Diversity can exist, under certain conditions. But Diversity and Equality cannot exist together at the same time: or we have Natural Laws of struggle, rivalry, and competition come into play. As primates, and as animals, we humans are actually a territorial creature. We fight and struggle for territory and resources. The Majority owns the territory and resources, and if they have a surplus of such, they may share it with your minority guest people. As a minority people you are in debt to and dependent upon the hegemonic majority race/people.

Here in the West, like here in America, we are beginning to slowly understand that Democracy + Diversity + Equality – Honour – Debt – Hierarchy – Direction = Societal Collapse. Democracy here meaning: when the emotively whimsical Mass has the power to make decisions. People, especially from the third world, who come to America, no longer have any sense of Honour, Loyalty, or Duty. They come here for the free stuff, to out breed White people, and to ethnically struggle for dominance. Fractal patterns repeat, in degree, magnitude, and scale: what is happening right now in South Africa, will happen here in 25 years. For more on White Hegemony in America, see THIS ESSAY.

/Chloe

 

 

 

 


Loyalty

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.:.There is no such thing as equality in Nature. We can repeat that natural fact all we want, but the average person is ignorant and stupid when it comes to the Nature, Ethos, and Quality of individual people, breeds of people, ethnic folks of people, and races of people. Does everyone have the Same work ethics?

I’m not fucking lazy when I work. Working for Chinese people is hell [my family is mostly ethnic Chinese]. And working for your own family who are Chinese is even harder than hell. 7 days a week. 10-11 hours a day. No breaks, You take a lunch whenever you can squeeze it in. No vacations. No fucking minimum wage: you get whatever is left over after the family shop’s bills are paid, after supplies have been bought, and after your family uses the money to pay the mortgage. I never once complained. Never called in sick. My friends asked me: “Why don’t you quit the family business and get a real job?” Because I’m Loyal: to my family. There is no such thing as equality in Nature. And so we each, as individual people, have our own Degree and Magnitude of work ethics. Therefore, unless you have the same Level of work ethics as I do: we aren’t Peers.

The same with Honour. There is no such thing as equality in Nature. A Traditional Brahminical Southeast Asian family is structured, hierarchal. Your Great Grandmother is the boss and matriarch of the entire family/clan. Under the Great Grandmother is your own grandmother. Under your grandmother is your own mother. In such a Traditional family, your grandmother has more authority than your father [if the father is an outsider]. An “outsider” is a person who marries into your family. Like you have a mother, and your mother has a sister who is your auntie, and that auntie married a man: that man your aunt married is an outsider, and he has no say in how you will be raised and in what culture you will be raised in, because he is not blood, not family. Your mother’s brothers are your Fathers in the family. If your grandmother has a son who is your father, and he married a woman who is your birth mother: she is an outsider, and your father’s sisters are your mothers, not the woman who gave birth to you.

If the Great Grandmother or your grandmother have judged that your birth parents do not have the proper requirements to raise you properly, they can dictate that your parents give you up to one of your aunts or uncles, who becomes your adopted parents. Which was what happened to me and a few of my other cousins. My birth mother had me when she was about 13, and being so young, she didn’t have the proper requirements to raise me right, and raise me inside the Traditional Culture. And so my late Great Grandmother, her daughter [my grand auntie], and my grandmother decided to give me to my birth mother’s eldest sister, who has raised me since I was born. I call my birth mother “little [underling/inferior] mom” and my auntie who is my adopted mother “big [superior] mom.” But why does everybody in the family put up with such rules, hierarchy, to the point where your elders can take your children away from you? Why not run away or move away? Why follow such rules and structure? Because of Loyalty and Honour. And so, not everybody has the same level of Honour. If you barely get along with your parents and siblings: you don’t have the same kind and level of Honour as I do, and so we aren’t Peers, we aren’t Equals.

The same with Loyalty. There is no such thing as equality in Nature. And so, not everybody has the same sense, kind, and level of Loyalty. Like Honour and Work Ethics: Loyalty is observable in your human behavour and way of life. Different individuals have different degrees and magnitudes of Loyalty. If your were in a street gang, and your gang leader told you to pull the trigger and kill someone: would you do it? If you were a soldier and your commander told you to kill an enemy soldier: would you do it? If you were a Muslim, and your religion told you to kill an infidel: would you do it?

Loyalty in Buddhism is a Dhamma. Dhamma [Pali] means Phenomenon. Like Nature has natural phenomena which can be observed. And the insights we get from such observation tells us about the Nature and Ethos of Nature. The same with Loyalty as a Dhamma. As a Dhamma, shit like Loyalty and Honour is observable in how you are being human. And the insights we get from observing such things tell us about your Nature and Ethos as a Breed of person.

There are certain breeds of human who lack any sense of Loyalty, and you can see it: they jump around from religion to religion, from god to god, from holy book to holy book. Never Loyal to any single religion, any single god, any single holy book. They discard their own ethnic culture and traditions. They cheat on their wives and husbands, on their boyfriends and girlfriends, lacking Loyalty/Commitment. They lack any real Loyalty to friends, their blood relations, their associates, their folk, their Culture, their Traditions, their Race.

Loyalty is hard. Because human nature and human behaviour and human relationships aren’t easy and smooth. You get into fights and arguments. And if the Bond of Loyalty is strong: after such fights, you revert back to being Loyal associates, Loyal Blood. Living in a big family, or living with friends, makes it so that sometimes you get on each other’s nerves. But we’re stuck with each other, through thick and thin, for better or for worse. The internet is interesting because it makes the world a small place, and you see or interact with the same people year after year. You get on each other’s nerves, get into arguments, but the Bonds of Loyalty never break for those of us with High Quality and High Level of Loyalty.

Loyalty is also hard because there is no such thing as equality in Nature: which also means that your friends and family members are not like you. My own sister is a Liberal and a Leftist and she strongly supports Critical Race Theory and believes that White people are inherently racist. My boy cousins [who are mostly Chinese in ethnicity] wants China to be the world superpower. I have a few Five Percenter Black Friends who are into the Black Power Movement. And so, in such cases, Loyalty trumps such differences. Loyalty in such cases is when you set such differences aside, and make it a rule to never talk about religion or politics with each other: because such topics are divisive. And you love each other, care for one another, despite such differences.

In the ancient world, the ancient Aryan ethnicities in the Aryavarta, understood this concept of Natural Inequality, that Uniqueness exists in nature and Humanity, and that human breeds and human individuals have unequal capacity for Intelligence, Philosophical understanding, Sagely Wisdom, Honour, Loyalty, Ethics, Strengths, Bravery, Craftiness, and so on. And so, in such ancient times, they structured their social order into a hierarchy. At the top were the humans with the most excellent Nature and Ethos of Sages. Below the Sages were the natural aristocracy who had high capacity for Honour and Loyalty. Below the aristocracy were the soldiers/warriors who were naturally brave and death defiant. Below the warriors were the clever and crafty merchants and tradesmen. And below them were the Common, the Mundane, the Average, the Anarya [Unaryan], who are a savage and ignorant breed of humans who lack high mental capacity, lack intelligence, lacked Honour, lacked Loyalty.

Today, such concept of hierarchy based on your level of intelligence, sagely wisdom, bravery, Honour, and Loyalty is alien to the typical Westerner. And so we vote and elect basal breeds of humans: Commoners, Mundanes, Anarya, into political offices of power, based on the promises they make and opinions they have… and our elected officials become corrupt, make themselves rich, and do as little as possible to make the machinery of the Nation work. It’s not such elected officials fault: it’s your fault because you voted them into power and you are the Anarya. This is what happens when you give the Common, unthinking mob of Underlings the power to make political, social, martial [war shit], economic, and religious decisions/matters. It’s lunacy.

Loyalty is the Defining Quality and Characteristic of an ONA initiate/associate. Did you know that? We forget sometimes don’t we:

The O9A Code of Kindred Honour

Those who are not our kindred brothers or sisters are mundanes. Those who are our brothers and sisters live by – and are prepared to die by – our unique code of honour.

Our Kindred-Honour means we are fiercely loyal to only our own ONA kind. Our Kindred-Honour means we are wary of, and do not trust – and often despise – all those who are not like us, especially mundanes.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to be ready, willing, and able to defend ourselves, in any situation, and to be prepared to use lethal force to so defend ourselves.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to be loyal to, and to defend, our own kind: to do our duty, even unto death, to those of our brothers and sisters to whom we have sworn a personal oath of loyalty.

Our obligation – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to seek revenge, if necessary unto death, against anyone who acts dishonourably toward us, or who acts dishonourably toward those to whom we have sworn a personal oath of loyalty.

Our obligation – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to never willingly submit to any mundane; to die fighting rather than surrender to them; to die rather (if necessary by our own hand) than allow ourselves to be dishonourably humiliated by them.

Our obligation – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to never trust any oath or any pledge of loyalty given, or any promise made, by any mundane, and to be wary and suspicious of them at all times.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to settle our serious disputes, among ourselves, by either trial by combat, or by a duel involving deadly weapons; and to challenge to a duel anyone – mundane, or one of our own kind – who impugns our kindred honour or who makes mundane accusations against us.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to settle our non-serious disputes, among ourselves, by having a man or woman from among us (a brother or sister who is highly esteemed because of their honourable deeds), arbitrate and decide the matter for us, and to accept without question, and to abide by, their decision, because of the respect we have accorded them as arbitrator

Our duty – as kindred individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to always keep our word to our own kind, once we have given our word on our kindred honour, for to break one’s word among our own kind is a cowardly, a mundane, act.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to act with kindred honour in all our dealings with our own kindred kind.

Our obligation – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – is to marry only those from our own kind, who thus, like us, live by our Code and are prepared to die to save their Kindred-Honour and that of their brothers and sisters.

Our duty – as individuals who live by the Code of Kindred-Honour – means that an oath of kindred loyalty or allegiance, once sworn by a man or woman of kindred honour (“I swear on my Kindred-Honour that I shall…”) can only be ended either: (1) by the man or woman of kindred honour formally asking the person to whom the oath was sworn to release them from that oath, and that person agreeing so to release them; or (2) by the death of the person to whom the oath was sworn. Anything else is unworthy of us, and the act of a mundane.

Many are called to ONA. The Mythos of ONA attracts a lot of people. It’s easy to get into ONA. There is no membership. You read the ONA Corpus, put the shit into practice in whole or in part. But Time is your Tester. Because in Time, as Time passes: the Breed of Human that you are becomes visible and observable. And if you are the Common Breed of Anarya: your lack of Loyalty will cause you to leave ONA, to find something new, and better. Like how your kind and breed play musical chairs with your gods, religions, culture, and shit: moving around, jumping around. Many are called, but few Chosen.


–David Myatt

 

/Chloe


Spaewife

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–ONA’s Black Book of Satan 1

 

.:.I started writing about Witchcraft in Nexion Zine 5.1 HERE. And then the entire issue of 7.1 [1800 pages] is about Magick, Sorcery, Animism, Paganism, and Witchcraft. I write so much, I forget where everything is. I was curious a few days ago about how many pages I’ve actually written. So I added up every page of each issue of Nexion Zine, plus Sinister Musings [which is 90% of my defunct onanxs.wordpress.com blog], plus Opus Vrilis, minus 100 pages [re-used ONA MSS], and I found out – to my surprise – that I’ve written approximately 6000 pages since 2006-2007; non-stop. You really do become the people you admire and look up to. There have been two constant people I have looked up to and secretly strive to be like for the past 10-13 years. The first is David Myatt. The second is Prozak [also known as Brett of Amerika.org]. Both of them write non-stop, year after year. And both of them, via their writings, have inspired and influenced people.

How do you know if your writings are worth anything, are of any value or import? By the writings’ content? By the writings’ erudition? By how many facts the writings contain? No. The Buddha tells us that you judge a Thing by its Vipaka [Fruit]; by the Fruit that it generates. Or as Jesus said: “By their Fruits…” The act of writing is the Kamma [karma], which literally means Work/Labor/Build. And you judge the work, labor, by the Fruit such work bears. You see? I can’t say too much about this subject, but to drop a hint about the Fruit I’m talking about: David Myatt, over the past 40-50 years, via his writings, under various pen-names, has inspired and influenced many people to become radicalized, extremists, who eventually… “Presences the Dark,” shall we say. Writing is an artform, or as ONA’s 21 Satanic Points say: “10. Forge not works of art but swords of death, for therein lies great art.” But anyways.

 

 

I didn’t always believe in psychics and psychic readings and seeing the future. But I was fortunate to have a few friends who were very good professional card readers, and some of the old people in my family and extended family can read cards. I have an aunt whose Vietnamese husband’s [my uncle] father was into magick and psychic stuff. My uncle tells me that before his father died, he burned all of his books and scrolls on magick and psychic stuff and forbade his children from learning it. The uncle’s father knew the exact day he was going to die. The uncle’s father left a note under his pillow, which had the date and time of his death. In our culture [Brahminical Southeast Asian], you need a Kru [guru], in order to have the supernatural ability to be very accurate with seeing the future. A Kru is a spirit who teaches and tells you shit.

And so, I got curious about psychic card readings. So, I spent the past 13 years buying [gradually] about $1000 worth of different psychic cards. Most of them were various kinds of tarot cards. Some were tea leaf reading cards, Lenormand, and so on. I try to use each deck to read with, and I test each deck. If the deck of cards fails the tests, I discard them and give them away.

The way I test my cards is I’ll ask them a number of questions for a couple weeks. I usually ask these questions: (A) What did I do yesterday? (B) What will I be doing today before I go to bed? (C) What am I going to do in 2 hours? (D) What will I experience tomorrow?

Those are my questions. I give each deck of cards only 2 weeks to prove themselves to me, or I discard them and never use them again. They must answer each question without being vague, without me needing to interpret shit. Just give me a normal, relevant, straightforward answer to the god damn question.

All of my psychic cards have failed me. They produce gibberish as answers. All except one: the Drecc Deck. And so, after a decade of buying hundreds of decks, and testing every deck, I only use one deck of cards now. The Drecc Deck, for some reason, has the ability to answer my test questions. The Drecc Deck is a form of Logomancy, which basically means that your answer is written out for you to read. Logomancy is one of the oldest forms of divination in China and the ancient world.

I use my personal Drecc Deck on an everyday basis. I carry them with me wherever I go. And so, after using them every day for years, I’ve learned to work with them. All I need are 3 cards. The words on the 3 cards then give me words and impressions and feelings. The words triggers your faculty of Empathy, and you empath your answer. The Logomancy of the Drecc Deck has an accuracy rate of 80-90%, and 90% of the time, the worded answers that it gives you is actually relevant to the question you asked.

So, my entire family now comes to me when they have a question, so I can divine an answer for them. All I need is 3 cards. One of my aunts regularly calls me, every other day, to ask me questions. This aunt invests in and trades trades stocks. She recently called me up to ask me and my Drecc Deck questions on 3 stocks she wanted to trade. The Drecc Deck told her that the first two she named were duds and that she should avoid them. So my aunt says: “What about an airline stock? I found an airline stock I like.” So I threw down three cards. They were positive cards. One card said that there is an increase and gradual growth. Another card said the word “government.” I asked my aunt what this airline stock has to do with a government. And my aunt says to me: “Oh yeah, the airline is partly owned by the Thai government.”

My other aunt asked my cards if she will be moving to Oregon, because she came down for a visit and loved the place. This auntie likes nature too. I threw down three Drecc Deck cards, and saw the logomantic message. The cards said that this auntie desires to move, but she can’t because her heart is tied to her son [my cousin], and her son does not want to move to rural Oregon. My auntie was amazed and admited that deep in her heart, she can’t leave her son behind.

My grandmother recently ask me to give her a reading. She wanted to know if any of my aunts and uncles will also move away from her to live in Oregon. The Cards said that one of her three sons, a slender one, will eventually relocate to Oregon. She knew which of my uncles the Drecc Dreck was referring to. She then asked me: “Can you see when I will die?” I threw down three cards. The cards said that it will be a while, and that she has nothing to worry about because two women [two of my aunts] will take care of her all her life, until she passes on. She was happy with the answer.

Besides the Drecc Deck, I also use the nkobos [seashells] and chamalongos [coconut shells] as divination instruments. A spirit that lives in my Fetish speaks through the shells. Those are just as accurate as the Drecc Deck.

I love divination. I used to be skeptical, but after experiencing it first-hand and directly, I know that it works… you just need the right species and tools of divination.

To supplement the Drecc Deck, nkobos, and chamalongos, I taught myself Qi Men Dun Jia:

Right now I am starting to teach myself Jyotish [Vedic Astrology/Horary] and Traditional Western Horary Astrology.

I bought a $300 Jyotisha software to work with:

The software is called Parashara’s Light version 9.

I also bought a $300 Western Horary program, called Solar Fire version 9:

So, when I’m not traveling or writing, I’m studying Vedic Jyotish, and Traditional Western Horary Astrology. Each has thousands of pages to study, and hundreds of charts to study.

What got me into Qi Men Dun Jia [Chinese Horary], Jyotisha, and Western Horary was reading about how they have been used to solve crimes! I love mysteries and crime solving. I suck so bad at the moment. But I can cast a Traditional Western Horary chart for a question and derive a Yes/No answer.

The Big Mystery is why divination works. To begin to learn that Big Mystery, you first have to study this book:

 

The book is called “The Elizabethan World Picture.” The term “world picture,” believe it or not, was the olden English term for what we today call a “World-View” or “World-Model.” Literally a “Picture” of how the World is and works. The natural philosophers and theological philosophers at that time understood a whole lot, and had it right; although they had “primitive” symbolical language to express what they understood.

So there is more – much more – to being o9a than being politically oriented. The ONA is essentially a Pagan Tradition. The problem is, in pop-culture occultism and also in academia, nobody knows or understands what the nebulous word “pagan” means. You can’t be something you don’t understand. I try to explain what “pagan” and “paganism” means in Nexion Zine 5.1, 6.1, and 7.1. My explanations are expansions of David Myatt’s simple, yet very accurate explanation. To paraphrase what DM said: Paganism is the -ism of the Paganus.

Ever since I got into ONA, I’ve been studying and striving to be a Spaewife [spae wife]. To be able to use divination to foresee the most probably future. To learn to know and dis-cover the magical and medicinal properties of plants by directly communing with the plants. To learn how to read the Great Book of Nature and understand Her doctrines/dharmas/principles. To learn to understand what the supernatural is and how to use it.

In o9a, there are things we write which are meant for Public Consumption [for the sake of the Mythos of ONA and the sake of the Labyrinthos Mythologicus], such as the political stuff you see here. And there are things that should remain a private aural tradition among us, taught from Mouth to Ear, person to person [initiate to initiate]; such as the Pagan Tradition, the aural wisdom of a Spaeman and Spaewife.

/Chloe

 

 

 

 


Race War’s Abrewing

Posted: July 5th, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Anarcho-Nihilism, Anarchy, Civil War, Far-Right, Islam, Journalism, Junk Journalism, Leftists, Liberals, Mundanes, National Socialism, neo-marxism, News, Nihilism, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, racial equity, Reichsfolk, Satanic Polemics, The Sinister Dialectic, The Sinister Game | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Race War’s Abrewing

.:.So when you allow BLM negros to burn streets, cities, and police stations down, and rather than incriminate such BLM negros, you support and praise them, such negros will begin to feel empowered, knowing they can get away with anything and not get busted. Thus, such negros will become even more radical, because they know they can’t and won’t get into any trouble:

Of course, because Leftists are in power, a group of militant Black radicals, armed with rifles, chanting “Black Power,” aren’t considered racists or domestic terrorists. And of course, because Leftists are in power, a group of White people, armed with rifles, walking down streets screaming “White Power,” would be criminals, racists, and domestic terrorists, who would all quickly be jailed for federal offenses.

The Reality [re: Realism] of things is that we are Primates, that as Primates we are social/troop creatures who form primate groups [families, clans, communities, gangs, political parties, etc], and as primates: we are territorial. What’s that mean in simple English? It means that when you have different breeds of human primates occupying the same territory: you will have 1) Competition, 2) Rivalry, & 3) Fights to gain Control of the said territory.

And so, it makes sense, that during this period of America, when Blacks 1) know that their numbers are growing into the New Majority & 2) knowing that the Leftist Regime supports them, that these Blacks will militarize and desire to use force and violence against Whites to take control of as much of American society as possible. It’s just the Law of Nature. Diversity and Equality by Natural Law cannot co-exist together, or territorial conflict is inevitable. If you want Diversity, you cannot have equality [see the Vedic Aryan caste system]. If you want equality, you cannot have Diversity [see homogenous nations/cultures like Japan].

White people here in America have made a grave mistake, and their children and grand children will pay for their mistake. This is what happens when you are an idealist and you try to impose ideals and ideology [racial diversity + egalitarianism] on top of Natural Laws/Principles. Ideology – meaning our human invented abstract beliefs – can never displace or replace the Laws of Nature. There will be ethnic conflict/struggle for territory and power here in America. It’s how Mother Nature works/functions. As time passes, you will see more and more radical Black groups:

Human behavior is based on human nature, which in general is predictable. It’s predictable because human nature is instinctive, and human instinct is “reactive” or “reactionary,” meaning that we humans, and all biological organisms, React to Stimuli. In other words: the Stimulus influences the Reaction: fire to skin = react by pulling away from fire; see food = react by eating; long day at work = react by resting idly when home; thirsty = react by looking for water to drink; need money to pay bills = react by searching for work.

And so, unbeknownst to Leftist Journalist Clowns [like Hate Not Hope], when we see Whites become radical or extremist Nazis, that outer expression of them being Nazis is a symptom of a cause: a reaction to environmental stimuli. As a Buddhist, when we see a White person radicalize, we ask: Why? What is the Cause? There weren’t this many Neo-Nazi and Far-Rightists groups 10 years ago in Europe and the UK. I remember. So what happened in those 10 years? A number of things happened, but one big thing that happened was Angela Merkel and her lunatic Leftist-Liberal immigration policies. That’s the Stimulus. All people are born good and nice. Like all puppies are born good and nice. But when you back a nice dog into a corner, and it feels threatened, it will bark, behave aggressively, and try to fight back.

And so the same with humans. When you push White people into a corner with stupid open boarder immigration policies, and millions of Africans and Muslims invade and colonize Europe which then threatens native European cultures and social order: some Whites will react to that stimuli by becoming aggressive, radical, extremists, Neo-Nazis. And so, putting such far-right Whites into prisons only covers the symptoms: it does not get rid of the Cause. You can throw far-right White people in jail all you want: but as long as the cause is still present, that cause will continue to generate more far-right Whites. The Cause of the symptom is the Left and their policies/agendas. Get rid of the Cause and you get rid of the symptom.

The reason/cause for why Blacks are radicalizing into militant Black Nationalist movements is different. They are radicalizing because their stimuli is emboldenment brought by a Leftist Regime and their progressive/liberal agendas. Shit like this:

It is a Federal Offense to behave with these Blacks in the wrong, unsanctioned way now. They can play muck games with you, get you irrational and angry, you do or say something in that irrational state, and BAM: Federal Hate Crime [fake crime]. Shit like that, along with their ability to burn cities down and loot sans punishment, embolden them.

That plus how Nature works. In the biological animal world [we humans are animals] when two rival groups are fighting each other for territory and resource, before and during the fight, the two groups size each other up. That’s when you observe your rival and determine if you can fuck them up or not. Fight or Flight. And so, on a collective level, Black people are sizing up Whites. What do you think White people look like in the eyes of a Black man? You have to try to see this in an objective manner. The Media gives you clues.

In Black oriented media, such as music and its derived Hip Hop culture, Black men are tough, gansta, fuck bitches left and right, risk takers, violent, etc. And how does Leftist media condition White people to be? Like this:

It’s some fucking White guy who thinks he’s a girl and Korean. He got surgery to look Korean, and says he [or she, whatever] is “transracial.” Haven’t you realized that today there are a whole lot of fags and trannies? It wasn’t this bad 10 years ago. Now, they are everywhere. Even grade school kids are gay and transexual. It’s almost as if the Leftist Media is trying to make White people as gay and emasculated as possible. I’m not White, and I honestly feel embarrassed on your guys’ behalf. Don’t know guys understand that the Left is doing something to your race and people?

It’s as if, in the minds of the Leftists-Progressives, the only good White person is a fag. White faggots are the Darling Poster Child of the Left, because as a White faggot you aren’t racist, you can’t radicalize because you’re a fucking sissy, you’d rather wear a dress than buy guns, and you are a True Believer in the doctrine of Diversity. You are harmless, passive, docile: you’ve been emasculated. And if you act tough: they call you a White Supremacist.

White fags would rather put in the effort of fighting to be able to urinate in the girls bathroom, and compete in sports with girls, then buy guns and become violent. What else are White faggots good for? They think girls are gross and don’t make new/more White people. Do you see the difference? Black media conditions Black men to be macho, gansta, and sexually promiscuous, while Leftist Media conditions White males/boys/guys to be fags and trannies. So how do you think White people look in the eyes of a Black man, a militant, Black nationalist man? Like emasculated men.

Add to that the fact that the Leftist Regime in America and Capitalist Corporations no longer support White people [who are portrayed to be all inherently racists]: and you have an emboldened race of Black people. Bold enough to now become armed radical Black nationalists. Of course: you won’t see any of those Leftist Journalist websites bring up Black Power and Radial Black Nationalists. Just like they don’t deem the riots, arson, and looting by BLM to be radical, violent, extreme, racist, or domestic terrorism/mayhem, or even criminal. What do you think America will look like 20 years from now, if Whites continue to be emasculated, and Blacks continue to increase in population size and power?

/Chloe


Cargo Cult Negros

Posted: July 1st, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Anarcho-Nihilism, Anarchy, Civil War, Current Affair, Far-Right, ghetto, Leftists, Liberals, National Socialism, neo-marxism, News, Nihilism, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, racial equity, Reichsfolk, The Sinister Dialectic, The Sinister Game, The Sinister Tradition, Traditionalism | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Cargo Cult Negros

 

.:.What’s a “Cargo Cult?” In this Leftist age of our modern Western society, it’s a thought crime and a social crime to even talk about cargo cults. But I’ll talk about Cargo Cults anyways, because I’m a Realist, and because it’ll help you understand the underdeveloped level/stage of consciousness of Black people and the simple/simplistic causal [this causes that] way they think in.

So back during World War 2, American airplanes began to use Papua New Guinea as a stopping point, where they landed their plains at a port. The native Negrito race of Papua New Guinea had never seen an airplane; specifically cargo planes that carried and transported shit [logistics]. Having a primitive mental capacity, the Papuan Negros did not understand what those airplanes were and what they were for. And so, to make sense of it all, the Papuan Negros began to invent myths and stories around the cargo planes they were seeing. Eventually a primitive religion developed, called the “Cargo Cult.”

The myth of the Cargo Cult basically is that the cargo planes come from heaven and were sent to the Papuan Negros to bring them shit, but that the crafty and bad White Man stole the planes and take the cargo for themselves. And so, the Papuan Negros built “temples” with effigies of airplanes made out of sticks and grass, and they do religious things to coerce their ancestors to take those planes from the White Man so they [the Papuans] can get the cargo. This short video is interesting:

People might disagree with me when I say that Negros have “primitive mental capacity” and that their level of consciousness is underdeveloped. As a Realist, I honestly refuse to believe that Black people – Negroids – are intelligent, that they have the same [equal] mental capacity as White Europeans and East Asians. Yes they can talk, they can do simple math, and shit. But what they are doing is mimicking intelligence they are exposed to. In the same way that parrots and crows will mimic human speech, and great apes will learn sign language from humans.

And so, even when you insert these Negroids [Africans] into modern Western society, they are still a race of primitively conscious people. And so, they still have that Cargo Cult weltanschauung, world-model, where they believe that someone [most often the White Man] owes them shit that they [the Negro] deserve:

Like I said in the previous post: Primal Human Nature is the driving essence, and everything else is rationalization and a game of charades. It is simply in the human nature of the Negro to have a Cargo Cult oriented mind and world-view. And so, when you give these Negros the power to make social/political decisions [power] they bring that Cargo Cult world-view with them, and start demanding “Reparations.” The human nature is the driving essence. All that shit about “Critical Race Theory” and shit about “Neo-Marxism” is the rationalization and game of charades. The game of charades influences their fellow Negros.

Therefore, all that fucking shit about “Black Lives Matter” and how Cops are mistreating Blacks is a False Pretense to eventually shake down the White Man of his Cargo [foodstamps, welfare, handouts, unemployment checks, social security Insurance, financial/economic equity [taking from the strong/rich and giving to the poor/victim/weak/oppressed], and reparations.

Where have we seen Blacks demand reparations before? Oh yes… South Africa. Once the Blacks of South Africa became free and got the power to vote, they became the Majority Voting block, gained power over Whites, and demanded [re: took] reparations:

History Repeats. Why? Because Realistically [re: Realism], the word “history” is an abstract noun, which speaks of nothing concrete. What we mean when we say “history” is that a collection/collective of humans did shit, acted, and that their/our collective actions gave birth to Fruit of Action [Vipaka in Theravada Buddhism], and the collective Fruit of our collective actions, in a past tense timeframe is what “history” actually is. And so therefore, history repeats, because we humans act and behave because of our primal human nature, and so we commit the same acts and behavioral patterns repeatedly. And so, what has “historically” happened in South Africa, will repeat and happen in America.

Negros here in America will demand reparations. Just like negros did in South Africa. And they will not stop there. When the Blacks took over the country in South Africa, they began to take more and more from Whites. Like land reparations, which is when the Black owned government of South Africa takes land from rich White land owners and give that land to Black people.

The history of South Africa will repeat here in America, because in about 20 years, by the year 2045, White people here in America will be the Minority Race, and Blacks+Browns will be the New Majority. In a democracy: the Majority have voting supremacy. And in a capitalist economy: the Majority owns most of the circulating/liquid assets/money, which means that as a Minority White people will be worthless because you can no longer make those corporate fatcats rich.

When you White people have been populationally Displaced by the New Majority: you White people will lose everything: your wealth, your power, your land, your country, your freedom [you will go to prison for fake crimes], and your lives [they will kill you]. How do we know this will happen? Because it has happened already in South Africa.

I encourage you to watch these two documentaries on South Africa, because what you will see in them will be your Future if you allow those Leftists to continue to have power and if you continue to stupidly believe in egalitarianism and that those Black people like your race:

 

I’m not talking about “Replacement Conspiracy.” I’m talking about real human nature and real demographics shifts in 20-30 years. I’m talking about Displacement: when you White people will be Displaced as the hegemonic Majority by another race in your own fucking country. Those Blacks and Brown races are an Invasive Species. What is incredible is that many people understand why invasive species are bad for an environment, but when it comes to human breeds and races you guys become stupid and silly.

/Chloe

 

 


Ambitious China

Posted: June 28th, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Alchemy, Anarcho-Nihilism, Anarchy, Far-Right, Leftists, Liberals, neo-marxism, Nihilism, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, The Sinister Game, World War Three | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Ambitious China

.:.While we’re over here in America playing Patty-Cake with Black people, and while the Leftists aimlessly wander about politically: China has Direction; a Destiny, a Destination it wants or needs to go towards. China wants to dominate the world in 20 years.

20 years is a bad number for the West. In 20 years, if things don’t change in America, White people will be a minority race. That in turn means that the New Majority – Blacks and Browns – will be voting Left. Things will be like California, which is virtually a one party State [ruled by democrats/Leftists]. And the Left are neo-marxists: butt-buddies with China [Chinese money].

I’m a Unilateralist. America should be the world’s only Superpower. There is no room at the Apex of the World Order for China. What the West – America and Europe – need to do is get these fucking Leftist faggots out of power, and put in a President and Prime Ministers, who have the balls to pre-emptively engage in war with China, before those 20 years. Or the West is FUCKED.

I’m not the only one who knows that World War Three is inevitable. We just need another Pearl Harbor: Taiwan. China just needs to make their fateful/wyrdful move: invade Taiwan. At the end of the day, whether we are politicians or citizens, we are all governed by primal Human Nature, and Greed is an aspect of that Human Nature.

That Greed forces China to not be happy with what it has: it just needs Taiwan. That Greed will push the West to war with China, because we aren’t happy with what we have: we need to maintain global hegemony. Beyond that primal Human Nature: everything else is rationalization and a game of charades. The game of charades is to influence and manipulate mass public opinion.

/Chloe


Urban Decay

Posted: June 22nd, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Acausal Theory, Alchemy, Anarcho-Nihilism, Anarchy, Current Affair, Leftists, Liberals, Mundanes, neo-marxism, News, Nihilism, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, Rounwytha, The Sinister Dialectic, The Sinister Tradition | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Urban Decay

.:.I’ve been busy as of late. I was traveling everywhere around Oregon, to explore my new State. Now I’ve been traveling and having meetings on official business/work. It’s so weird/wyrd because way back in 2003, a very good professional psychic and friend of mine gave me a reading. I had asked my psychic friend what my future career will be. My psychic friend said she saw that my future career would involve traveling a lot, taking airplanes across the country, and giving speeches and talks to groups of people. That psychic prediction never made any real sense to me… but now, in 2021, in Oregon, that prediction has come true.

I travel by myself and my expenses [hotel room] are all paid for or reimbursed [gas/mileage + food]. Last week, I was instructed to spend a whole week up in Portland by my superiors.

I had been to Portland only a few times, only to go to the big Asian supermarkets to buy groceries with my family and V, but our stay in Portland at that time was limited to only supermarkets by the freeway, far away from the “core” [downtown] of Portland.

Last week, my stay in Portland took me deep into the area around the core of Portland for the first time. As you slowly enter the metropolitan area of Portland, you hit traffic, and the scenery becomes ugly. It all looked like Los Angeles. And when you get off the freeway to drive the surface streets, you see the homeless tents. It was shocking: those tents were everywhere.

When I wasn’t inside some building or facility or hotel on official duty, I was driving around Portland, exploring and looking for places to get some lunch or dinner. As you drive around you see these port-a-potties at random street corners. At first I was perplex by their random placements, on sidewalks, on the corner of neighborhoods. But I quickly learned that those port-a-potties were for the huge homeless population who lived in tents adjacent to those portable toilets. There was trash everywhere. It all looked run-down, dark, sickly. As if the city suffered from some kind of disease. As if the city was suffering from malnutrition or something. It all looked dumpy. Like Tijuana or some third world country. Portland was a big dump. Like LA is a big dump.

These big metropolitan cities in America are dying, sickly, diseased, and turning into dumps. Naturally, there are many factors that generate such decay and dilapidation of cities. One major cause are Leftists and their progressive utopian ideological idealism [re: un-Realism].

It’s gotten to the point where it’s no longer a real crime to steal shit. They’ve made it hard for the system to imprison third world ethnic criminals, and are now demanding that everyone reports racists and extremists – even their own family members – to the authorities.

Some guy in San Francisco recently casually stuffed a trash bag full of shit, inside a store, unmolested and just rode away on his bike.

 

From a Theravada Buddhist perspective, there always exists a “tug-of-war” or dialectics between Order and Disorder: between Aggregation and Dis-Aggregation, between Con-Struction and De-Struction. Between systemic/systematic functionality and systemic/systematic break-down.

Shram [the opposite of the word “Ashram”] is the challenging/adversarial force in Nature which is the constant force of Decay, or Destruction; what ONA calls “Satan.”

That force of decay works to erode Nature away. And as time passes, the weak parts of Nature fall apart and goes away, while others adapt and survive. In this way, there is constant Change in Nature, and we call that Change: evolutionary development.

We don’t ever stop to notice that Evolution/Change involves a lot of death, destruction, and annihilation. The dinosaurs are an example. Homo Erectus and Neanderthals are more examples. Your 10-year-old Self is annihilated, destroyed, gone. The you that you are right now will be annihilated, gone, in 20 years time. Everything that physically exists are pretty much like sand castles on the beach: that ocean and its tide always works to erode everything away. It’s just a matter of Time/Change.

This principle/dhamma of Natural Dialectics is fractal and applies to everything in the universe, including human language and human civilization. Everything must change. And the force of that change is the Adversarial Force of Nature itself which works to destroy things [Shiva].

By that principle, our civilization must also change: it is the Law of Nature. And so therefore, there must exist a force of adversity which slowly erodes our societies and cities [think of Detroit and the Roman Empire]. In our human societies, Law and Order – meaning the laws that we create, via Ideology and so on – is the Force of Order, and Human Nature is the opposing force of Dis-Order.

Raw, untamed, uncontrolled Human Nature is like a hammer or mallet. A hammer or mallet simply crushes and smashes things, such as rocks/stones.

Law and Order [social contracts] are like chalk lines an artist draws on stone. The chalk lines brings Order to the naturally destructive force of the hammer: and in that way, the artist is able to use the force of that hammer for Con-Structive ends: to make a sculpture in this case. Or to build a temple.

Creation in essence is intelligence and wisdom applied to destruction and annihilation: when intelligence influences and governs the force of annihilation. Like how the Sculptor uses his intelligence and wisdom to control, influence, the hammer’s destructive force: making a sculpture involves destructive intelligent design where much of the rock or stone is destroyed in a deliberate way.

A river may be destructive where that it erodes the earth around it: but with applied wisdom, that same river can irrigate farms or spin turbines for electricity. Creation is when you control the force of destruction with wisdom and intelligence, with a Noble Mind.

All human civilization – empires, kingdoms, nation-states, whatever – come into existence by this very concept: killing is an aspect of Raw Human Nature: an army is Creation, a Creative Force, Creative Intelligent Design, where that raw human nature force of killing is deliberately controlled, influenced, governed, regulated, by intelligence and wisdom towards – for a – Goal, Destiny, Purpose. And when the force of collective murder is used to annihilate an enemy army and people: you have Created an Empire. In Theravada Buddhism we call this concept [per the Buddha] “Kamma Kusala” which means “Constructive/Skilled Work/Building”:

Without Law and Order [secular or otherwise], without Destiny [dharma], without a Purpose & Meaning, that Raw Human Nature [the force of the hammer] is unrestrained, aimless, purposeless, meaningless, chaotic, disordered, and becomes the force of decay and decadence. And so, in that way, Traditional Religion and Traditional Culture are very important: because they are very important factors which disciplines the raw force of Human Nature.

And so, our current/modern Western Society has lost two things: 1) The Artisan [arya castes of noble and honorable people] who wisely controls the raw force of Human Nature & 2) Traditional Religion, Traditional Culture, Destiny, Purpose & Meaning. If these two things remain lost: our Western Civilization, especially our cities, will crumble in time to the Force of Change. It’s the Law of Nature. And if those Leftist-Idealists remain in power: those two things will remain lost.

/Chloe


Beyond Abstractions

Posted: June 20th, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: David Myatt, Labyrinthos Mythologicus, O9A, O9A Nine Angles, Occultism, Order of Nine Angles, Order of the Nine Angles, Rounwytha | Tags: , , , , , , , | Comments Off on Beyond Abstractions

It seems that, sometimes, beings have the capacity via empathy to tap into something. To be reminded of their place in the universe, their partaking, their insignificance and momentarily transcend abstractions. They become aware of what trully matters instead of the usual illusory leanings that often lead them towards meaningless avenues and empty dreams of conquests and dominion. David Myatt has had many such moments throughout his lifelong quest which swayed between abstractions and becoming free of them through terrible ordeals. I am often reminded of his words in times of hardships and this piece especially -in my humble opinion- encompasses what happens when the pressure of opposites cease to exist. Then, there is only this personnal finding that silence, compassion and love are what lies ahead along with the death of the ‘ego’. We are reminded that we are temporal and ephemereal beings that can, for a very brief moment, experience stillness in a causal form with the capacity to share the love, the sufferings of others only later to return to the primal energies of the cosmos.

“The one of understanding, feeling the timeless nature of Existence, Does not exhort, nor preach, nor hold fast to any dogma: They are Silent, Pointing to the clouds in the sky. For each must find their own goal, in their own time: They who understand only guide those who earnestly seek, Those whose time for understanding has arrived. The tranquillity of life is in understanding of self, For thereby comes acceptance of the illusion of Existence: And they who are tranquillity become thus all life, Realizing the folly of action breeding violence. Yet they who are all life are Being, become – Waiting with tranquillity for the coming of death. With discarding of self comes the realization of eternity bringing sadness And with the realization of eternity comes the tranquillity of compassion. For they who are compassion merge with all existence And live thus in the wisdom of sorrow bringing tears. Yet they who cry know also the laughter of the moment: Blown away by the wind like the clouds in the sky. Thus does the seeker of the goal that is no goal Realize the unwisdom of words: Understanding wind in clouds in the sky. Those who transcend self by their many errors of experience – Understanding thus the serenity of silence – Need no outward chattel For they are richer than all the riches of Earth. Thus do they who quest after transcendence become still, A falling leaf turned Autumn brown Following the wind of the moment: Neither clinging to, nor striving against, The force of existence ever a dream in the end. They who are still Seek not the folly of the wisdom of worship, Nor the secrecy of shrines: For their temple is a swaying branch in a glade of trees Resting on a high hill beneath the wind-blown clouds in the sky; And their prayer is Silence.”  -David Myatt

-Beldam


About Beldam

Posted: June 8th, 2021 | Author: | Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: , , , , , , , | Comments Off on About Beldam


The only point of interest regarding my persona is perhaps the fact that I have explored many currents over the last 15 years (Chaos Magic, Satanism, Luciferianism, Witchcraft, Goetia, Kriya Yoga, Herbalism …) and that this exploration has led me to certain conclusions regarding existence and occultism. Such conclusions have led me to understand myself in a new light and to -ironically- walk away for good from many things which I hoped would help me unlock certain mysteries about the nature of existence and my very own Physis.

I am nothing but a seeker, a student of life and I am not attached to any avenues, be they Political, Ideological, Religious, Occult or otherwise. The Order of Nine Angles, with its Labyrinthos Mythologicus has the possibility to generate many different types of beings. For better or for worse, my path has been heavily influenced by my explorations in the Seven-Fold Way. Since the release of my final written work: Thurhfaran, I have locked my altar away and ceased practices I had been undertaking for so many years. My heart had been telling me for a while that life is the greatest ritual of all and that this ritual should be spent with the selected few on which your eternal love is bestowed. Thus, everything that I now experience is detached from any ‘ISM’. It has my soul and my flavor attached to it, regardless of how compatible or incompatible it is with certain ideologies.

It is for this reason that I walked away from Occultism, Satanism and the Order of Nine Angles as a whole, focusing on spending time travelling, training as a martial artist and spending time with the ones I hold dear.

I am here, solely to share my fallible and humble conclusions and to let shine certain principles that have arisen in me over the years through the Sinister-Numinous and through the slow understanding of the conclusions found in the Post 2012 David Myatt writings and the letters exchanged with a mystical painter from the UK.

My online Journal, turned into a book can be visited here:

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My Author Page can be visited here to purchase my written work:

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